test day 1.
mom is home, as she walk up the stairs, she cried. my heart sink. that kind of self pity cry.
i hold my heart and tell it not to sink any deeper. i need to stay strong.
my head swims and i thought, if only i have him around.
but im still glad at the fact that i dont have him anymore. that i dont have a smart phone with my anymore.
otherwise i would be too emotionally dependent and running to my phone every minutes and disturb the person on the other side.
how can i grow if i act like that?
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