Brandi Carlile- Hiding My Heart Away

the first few sentences really felt bitter sweet. really, who would have thought? he basically left no whatsoever first impression on me. except that he really likes staying at the tail of the group, watching over the others.

and so is the 'sending away at the train station.'

he posted this song previously. he said the lyrics matched.

i like this song too, really fancy those with the touch of guitar sound at the background. but i disagree with 'hiding my heart away.'

so he is really gone now.

honestly, im finding more strength now at controlling whether to flood myself with unnecessary emotions that hurts or not.

it's like i finally have a dam, have build a door, and i have the key now. i could just open it a little and at take a peek or i could open it wide and flood myself with self pity and memories of the time when he was around.

it's really a choice. really. thank you Universe.