phone call

i guest being overly friendly with a stranger is a big NO-NO

especially feeling symphatic to a-sounding-very-stressed-person

i picked up most of the phone calls in office, and just now i get a call looking for my boss and colleague who are out for meeting. i recognize the voice as a desperate-sounding-guy-named-Erick.

he was very disappointed that he couldn't get a hold of my boss. then he starts mumbling about the contrator is chasing him up, hammering him, and he said the next time he calls again he must be calling from his bed in hospital if my boss weren't to reply his request of drawings.

poor guy, i thought.

he mumbles alot and very quick, and i just cut him short, 'chill' because i don't know what else i should say. i am not a naturally symphatic person either.

then he suddenly sounds enlighten. he asked me whether i could give him my boss's hp no. there's a quick wondering in my mind but i just ignore it and tell him the number.

'thank's Peggy, i will tell mr. Lau that you gave me his number so that he can scold you.'

!! so much gratitude shown !!

no wonder he never had my boss hp number! (ARG!!) damn! but for such a person he will get his paid for saying those mean things.

welcome my 21st!

Well, welcome 21! I had few wishes for this year:

1. to be wiser
2. to be smarter
3. to be richer

I am me, somebody who still needs to get better. I am still very far from reaching the fullest point of my cup yet.

Some very serious problems need to be handled are:

1. not to lose temper when I am frustrated
2. not to quit just because I had failed
3. not to run when I have to learn


I still had my ultimate wish, to have my own hotel chain, a mountain side-resort, and a beach resort.

I want to be a rich woman, to have lots of money in my hand. For what you ask? For myself, people that I love, and those who need helps.

Money is not the most important thing in this life, but it certainly does affect all other important things.

I need a huge amount of courage to improve myself to become a better person.


I wished to have a bday celebration with friends and a bday song.
I wished to become like haruhi with host club members around her ;)
I wished my holiday will be a great one!
I wished to see kefalonia soon!!

And i wished you back...

thanks to everyone who had wished me happy bday! Thanks to friendster and facebook too to provide bday reminder, which simply makes my bday better because I can receive greetings from friends who are far away.

I wish all their wishes for me can come true ;p hahahaha~

I wished that pa and ma will stay healthy and happier

I wished my bro university life a smooth sail one

I wished Kai a great happiness and get to be admitted at her 1st univ choice! *and to found her prince charming ASAP ASAP ASAP! :)

I wished Kee had a good working life, and stays happy with her boyfriend

I wished Je a smooth sailing univ life too, and hope that she will find what she is looking for. And that we can stay close even that we are far away.

I wished Kmin healthy and happy days ahead, and closer to her ultimate dream :)

I wished Nini can realize that she can be her own miracle. And she definitely deserved a better prince.

I wished Xydra stay healthy and lively and be more positive :) and found her frog prince

I wished hock soon could lead a happier life with goals and stop saying ji dan gao

I wished Edy business goes well, and even if it doesn’t, I hope he could always find a way to work it out.

I wished Chee wee could find a way to out grow his art director and become billionaire soon

I wished Enca a super smooth sailing final term and stay happy with Adit

I wished Yossy a super smooth sailing final term too

I wished Russ found his perfect princess soon

I wished Jason could be steps closer to his dream of going to live aboard and realize that being positive in thinking will lead you to more positive things

I wished Ying happy and healthy and get the best deal from my boss

I wished Peng a blissful, successful and smooth holiday at Bangkok

I wished that my bosses and ex-bosses healthy and good luck in business

I wished Adrian get a good working environment too

I wished Joe, Ashley, maple girl, Lydia, Siao Hooi, Tingyun happy days ahead

I wished Dion will quickly get out of univ and starts earning big bucks like what he always wished for

I wished my cousin Titin will get a happy univ life and be able to get what she wants

I wished Juss a good smooth sailing interesting life in USA

I wished Itin and Vita smooth sailing in their study and of course, stay happy with hubbies

I wished Caroline to get married soon. And the same goes to Jai. And also Nat! to Mr. tang too! (All my colleagues ^^) *plus Tao ken hahahaha

I wished kuan win.....to be happy happy everyday and....get a princess ASAP ASAP ASAP

I wished eugene....can stay happy with val....forever and ever :D happy aniv!

There’s lot more people that I wanted to wish back but I don’t know what sort of personal wished they want, so I just want to say thanks, wish you all healthy and happy and to be a step closer to your dreams :D

Summary of my 20th

To reflect back, my 20^th had been a very special year.

That’s when I first earning my own money

That’s when I graduated and get my diploma

That’s when I had a turning point and moving to find a new cheese

That’s when I first heard a guy said I’m attractive and asked me to be his girlfriend

That’s when I had courage to clear up thing from the past that I had been running away from

That’s when I finally get to take picture with my secret heart crush and eventually become friend now

That’s when I found some very special girlfriends that I wished we will stay friends until we have grand kids

That’s when I first realize that the world is within my reach. And I am not that hopeless as I was before

That’s when I get the blessing of knowing people from metamosaic

That’s when I first learn the feeling of falling in love

That’s when I learn to say I love you freely

That’s when I found friends to whom I can say I love you freely

That’s when I get my back hurt and surprisingly, get something good out of it

That’s when I met a lot of gentlemen who had been good and caring of me

That’s when I truly start to learn how to love myself.

Praise the LORD!

Half slipper

There’s no way to rate which birthday present is the best, but this one is kinda extraordinary.

My friend told me a story about how he once lost a slipper and only to realize it when he reached home an hour drive later.

The hit is, he got into the driver seat with only one side of his slipper.

When he said that, suddenly my mind is playing an animated scene of the half slipper who is panicking and shouting and looking up to his owner’s foot- which slowly going into the car, then the camera move into the bottom of driver seat, and show’s the gap between car and car door slowly getting smaller and the slipper was crying, ‘NOOoooOOOOoooooooooooo’

I couldn’t belief that! My mind just doesn’t register such an act. How could he?!! To lose a pair of slipper is acceptable, but to lose half in such a fashion?!

It just tickled my laugh-nerve and I laughed and laughed and laughed for very long, seriously laughing from my heart. I don’t even know why, but it just funny.

I mentioned that he should put some sticky note ‘have you got both of your slipper?’ Or perhaps a drawing of half slipper and a question mark. Certainly only he would understand and it could be artistic :p

We then laughed and laughed until our chin’s muscled crammed.

I had never laughed like that since……I couldn’t remember since when. But it had been a while. Thanks for the joke (*though it must be the last of your intention)

here's my 1st attempt, this is for a resort at the mountain slope, where the selling point is -of course- the mountain breeze, the trees, the fresh air, the flowers and greeneries, a relaxing place, escape from the hectic city life.

that's why i want the 'relax' to be a very relax type (T_T erm i dont hv enough collection) i want it to be a...un-formal, the slacking type, the friendly one. and followed by a clean cut and simple 'inn' so that the contrast stand out and also as to say... 'guarantee good service'

personally i like the 1st relax. just that it is too straight :( or maybe the last one. but i dont like the R.

for the colour i like the last one, but then.. it kinda more to sea side then mountain slope bcoz it's turquoise. maybe the 4th one.. i want a very light feel, easy, something... smooting relaxing. a relax feel that you get when you are near the greeneries. (*colors might appear abit different on other screens)

critique and opinion on how to improve please :D :D :D

earliest of this year's

..bday wish is from boon keat ^o^ haha thanks~ it's a nice wish ^o^

no smoking please (and plus plus plus plus)

let me show you something interesting i found during one lunch time. hahaha..

i locked this page bcoz....

i'm so sorry everyone that i locked this blog for sometimes. i was thinking to design something for the header and make it a surprise comeback T_T but huh...2 weeks passed and no idea at all. i was stucked one week with the thought 'what could represent me best? who am i actually?' then another week think, 'no, it's not necessary what i think about myself. it should be what i wanted to be seen by other.'

yaha...that's the part and puzzle of 3 years education in TOA. branding excersice. Paul Arden's book open up my eyes too. we all are doing advertising. we all are trying to 'sell' ourself, our ideas, our beliefs, ect ect.

it is a shame if i couldn't make something pretty for myself.


gyaaaaahhh~ brain frozed.

8 months of being curly

is 8 months long of never touching comb

brushing extra money in -oil treatment form- to my hair

being a human puddle

getting my hair color changed naturally to dark brown (which i like actually)

liking the way my curl -curled up and the fluffy-ness

being told that my hair looks good on me

struggling with entangled hairs +the dead hairs that stucked on it

and also,

finally being told that i should just use my hair to sweep the floor instead of using broom

thus i made up my mind and get a $32 cut by a batu pahat guy


and i like this new cut :) *well, the only set back is it's shorter than what i initially wanted to have -which make me looks so similar to another girl in the office. i hope she doesn't mind

~me nita jason taoken~

special thanks to TaoKen, whose remarks opened up my eyes. to Jason, who had been telling me to cut my hair since few weeks ago. and also to nita, whose silent agreement upon taoken's remark made it all clear to me.

love might be blind, but as long as you keep your ears open to other's opinions then you will be fine. (*i had never love my hair like this before.. that's why i took so long to decide compare to last time)

monorail vs mrt?

Last Sunday, after buried myself in books and never stepped outside the house since the day before, I decided that I need a proper meal (*huh, I starts to bcome like hocksoon on weekends) so I went to SAM *Singapore art museum and to orchard road for a walk.

I took MRT and while I was on the escalator going out the station -and the mrt was leaving the station- I overheard a little boy, who stood behind me asked his mama in an animated voice,

“Mama mama, why is the mrt moves so fast?”

“Because, it needs to send a lot of people to their destination so it have to move fast.”

It took a while, but his respond surprise me,

“Then why monorail is so slow?”

I was thinking hard, ‘what will I answer if he ever asked me that question? Probably something like –technology gap?’

But his mom definitely gave an excellent answer that won’t make him think badly of either one

“Monorail is slow because it wants to let people see the scenery of the city.”

There I realize: it is not just being a creative director of Saatchi&Saatchi requires you to be super creative. Being a mother requires even more. Pheew~ perhaps that was the fact about monorail and I was being ignorant, anyway good job auntie! I’m so impressed :D

last friday nite

hoh~ my last friday night was good, rather unexpected i will say.

i went to indonesia cultural festival night, my old junior-highschool friend asked if i want to go.

i agreed without much knowing what will i encounter there... note* this friend is somebody i haven't met for...6 years? we did chat at msn sometimes. sometimes lo.. and we weren't close at all. still i really appreciate that he initiated to meet up.

the show was a musical drama about love between a rich guy with humble girl. so everything evolves around them who works out their differences and becoming a better person. the choir, the dances, the songs, all were not bad. *maybe bcoz i dont have particular expectation?

anyway it turns out we didnt really have much to talk about, and i guest he was tired bcoz didn't slept well the night before. the shows starts at 7 till 11 and it didnt allows us to get a proper dinner.

to be honest he is still good looking as-compare-to my memory. he was our batch's heartthrob, simply because he was top at studies, sports, and good looking. oh, if you know THE FIRST CLASS, the local show, he reminds me of the lead actor-max loong. a bit la ok?

after the show we suppose to be parted way, but he insist to walk me till little india mrt station (my home is on purple line while his is on green line). and we were standing somewhere between little india (purple line) -bugis (green line) and because i am much more familiar with the road here (the theather is nearby my office) so i lead him to bugis and said, 'there's bus there to my house.'

i didn't lie, just that i was lazy to take bus so i walked to the bus stop which doesn't have bus to my house. so then i decided to take mrt with him. hmmp because he told me, 'i will walk you back.' just like a dialogue from the drama and i just feel funny, so i said, 'no, i will walk you back.'

why? simply because i'm pro -ELLA enchanted and not cinderella.

(and too..kinda feel guilty coz i didnt do a good job at chatting and we quite run out of topics)
then at interchange he still insist to send me back home and he really did get down, and so unexpected, he really indeed walked me home until the staircase lead to my unit.

wew~ we really made a super BIG round to reach my home. his home is dammit far, 1 hour plus trip, but still, perhaps he just didn't feel like taking back his words, or somewhat stuck with the traditional idea-of being a good guy- anyway,

it was a memorable experience :D *being sent home by car and by foot feels different ;p

BRISINGR

hoh~ i spent my weekend finishing BRISINGR- the 3rd from the INHERITANCE cycle. *the first one was ERAGON. and the ending took me by surprise: IT'S NOT THE END yet! apparently the writer was..too chiong hei...so he needs to extend it to the 4th and the last. *thus it bcome INHERITANCE cycle instead of INHERITANCE trilogy.

nevertheless, it is beautifully written with lots of details for the characteres. and i always like the part concerning the political talks. the-smooth-carefully-arranged conversation and politically-safe-challenging-statement. and i think from reading it my vocabulary increase *abit ;)

i start it after reading Harry potter 1st book. and to comparison, harry potter is fun and light. whereas BRISINGR is heavy and more description for the enviroments.

and now i want to read....TWILIGHT! the movie is coming out next year -i think. Here at Singapore, the last cycle of it,-THE BREAKING DAWN- just came out, so every bookstore put a stack of the series near entrance and thus it caught my attention.

but but..i should hold myself back for meanwhile, and reached for the last page my old bookS before i open-my-new-page-of-being-21.

when...

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when i walk down the art books section browsing through design book by myself

when I am dying to watch the new animation with you who shared the same interest on it

when i off from office and walk down the road covered by night sky, and i gazed up hoping to see stars

when i am itching for some gossips or just news updates about people

when i saw girlfriends giggling walking down the shopping centre

when i looked out of the kitchen windows and enjoying the night breeze

when i found some cute stuffs and i want to hear what's your comments

when i saw cute guys on the zara shop and i wanted to show you

when i ate the wallet-drainer- japanese desert and i remember how we use to take pics until the ice goin to melt down before we dig in

when i am back home and there's no reason to stay up till 3 like we used to, talking random stuffs even though i have to go to work the next day and you to college

when i watched tv, sitting alone at the sofa with no one to fight for a good seat

when i da bao my dinner and have it in my room

when i walk out from my room and say goodbye to nobody but my two teddy bears

when i heard people saying 'happy Friday' and struggle to think of plans for tomorrow

when i met a guy that sounds very much like you

when i saw little girl embraced by her daddy

when i blank and i wanted to listen to you making jokes

when i feel my brain muscles are slowing down and i want to hear you making stereotyping statement and challenge it

when I longed to see your face beam every second, talking so excitingly about things

when I figure out that you love spongebob too and make me feel comfortable admitting that I am too

when I saw somebody on the road that dress up like you

when it rains and I can smell the trees and grass and the wind and I think of you

when I saw the beautiful scenery and wanted to have you framed it

when I feel troubled and I wanted to hear your ideas even though the answer is not hard to get

when I saw the tv series that I had watched because you share with me the downloaded files

when I feel that I should get a new haircut and I want to know what would you say about it

when I am annoyed by how some people being rude and itch to complain to you about it

when I craved to hear how’s things on your side had been going on

when I saw cockroach at my house and grab the insect spray

when i had lunch together and pouring the tea to every other glasses

when i had you walked towards my table and pat me on the head or give me a hug

when i can walk to your table and pat you on your head

when i musenap your darling

when it's one o clock and you starts asking around for lunch

when i cant finish my meal and you grunted how i am making you fatter

when i sat down an listen to your different ideas about future

when i get to overnight at your place and chatted until we fell asleep

when i get your call asking if i had had my dinner

i had never anticipated i am going to miss you all this much.