im so stupid, causing unnecessary pain to myself.
i checked his fb after a while, thinking, what could have hurt?
i didn't realize that i haven't put this down properly before i saw that post. it's just a tag from someone saying thank you to a group friends for having visited his new born. he went to visit the new born with her. he brought her to visit a baby.
i dont know how my mind suddenly run that fast- jumping at a thought that hurts. and after few hours later, im still thinking about why am i so against this woman.
yeah why?? it's none of my concern anymore!!! my concern now is why do i keep such a hatred to someone i dont know.
i must have unwittingly paint her as competitor to whom i have lost to.
i must get through this. wash it away.
im so sorry. promise im gonna be a better person tomorrow.
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