today i missed him a little bit here and there, but it's a calm kind of missing. i wonder if he is having a good day. outing with superb friends or staying home studying? is it a sunny saturday or rainy one?
today i feel that we will meet again, at a right time. at a better time. to travel together. see some foreign cities. eat random local delicacies. trying to capture as much as possible with our eyes and phone cameras. walk, and walk, and walk.
at God's will, that's it. at God's will.
but friends, dont worry. i am not fixing that vision on a particular person. that's just sad and wasting the present. im just keeping the feeling that im not alone now. i just need to learn and earn my patience. then the right guy will appear and teach me many other lessons of life. no, not necessary a direct teaching. but through our interaction, many things will be earned and learned.
he who cares for me. and he whom i cared for.
i wonder what's the next lesson?
---
my bestie told me i shouldn't measure anything in my life in comparison to others' pace. each person has their own story to live, all at different beat. She said that regardless what others said, if i feel that's the right thing to do i should be brave to do so.
true, since the others wont carry that burden of regret.
but somehow i feel the time is yet right. i don't know when, but it is not now.
No comments:
Post a Comment