i had a fun christmas with my big family. we played monopoly, and i enjoyed myself.
in my big family there's a bad tension going on related with the business we shared. money related stuffs, between my little aunt and uncle. but surely it's not upfront but i cant help but smelling the rotten smell.
my mom has been away for a month plus. dad and i could run the house, but as time goes by i have to be honest, i dont miss her but i feel sad seeing dad alone seems to be so lonely... this taught me the importance of cherishing a partner, the people you live with.
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i asked God, if it's okay for me to write him an email. i am afraid it would be an intrusion. if we both are getting over each other, it wouldn't be nice to send wishy washy email to him. i typed and then retyped my email on 24th night, but i couldn't send it out. it doesn't feel right.
so yesterday night, finally it felt right, i sent 'merry xmas Will, hope it's a fun one for you!'
i already anticipated two ways it could go: one, no reply. two, short crisp cold reply. i dont know which one is worse.
when i woke up, there it was: 'Merry Xmas! joy the festives!'
the first one will be the worse one. so, Thanks God..
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