Like a child

Like a child - Kim dong ryul feat Alex chu

When you tell me that you love me and accept me
I say to myself confidently that I have nothing else that I need
Although I feel ashamed with my growing greed,
I think about you all day again and I feel fidgety.
I have a lot of envy (like a child)
I have a lot of fears (like a fool)
I can’t believe that right now you are near me smiling
I’m so happy that it’s so unbearable to me
I fear that when I open my eyes, every thing will disappear
So I can’t fall asleep.
I want to give to you (my every thing)
I want to receive from you (your heart)
Everything that everyone else does, I want to share with you
But because my heart is too hasty and too narrow-minded,
I fear that I might ruin everything
So I grow uneasy.

For making me smile (like a child)
For making me cry (like a fool)
For allowing me to feel this flutter in my heart one more time
For letting me trust you, for being a strength to me
So the first thing I’ll say when I open my eyes
Thanks so much.

For coming to me
For letting me dream
For giving me the present “Us”
I love you


i love the melody, and love it even more when i found the translation, sweet song right?

salt and pepper cell

i was browsing though this website to get inspirations. most of the stuffs are of course pretty, but quite 'in the market already'.

but this one totally rocks!

'power UP your dishes!' hahahahha! i love these! especially the power indicator bar at the side!

'i swear it wasn't me' mr.littlepig

take a look! some funny artworks with H1N1 theme.

ATchOOO!

Pixar - Partly cloudy

IT IS SUPER LOVELY! thanks to Russ for sharing it!

we got married - wedding album

lol kawan kawan... take a look... for your future reference :p









the 1st couple 'white gold theme is their fav. color ^^ then..the 3rd couple...i really love the outdoor shoot!

my favourites: 3.22, 4.58, 5.02, 5.19, 6.16 ~i love her dress!, 6.20, 6.36 ~hv a good feel!

ahhaha...after finding all those pics i mention above...it must be obvious that i am extremely bias towards green and outdoor shoot ^^

We got married - 100th day wedding photo shoot (2)

the jumping part is amazing! ^o^ i like it!



the pictures taken on the bus turns out really well! love it!



i like best the scene at the park bench! arggggg it is actually i cant make up my mind, i L.O.V.E it all!
*well kawan kawan... we can take this as early research for the future...hahahahaha~ i mean pre wedding photos idea!

We got married - 100th day wedding photo shoot

on the 100th day the couple had a wedding photo shot! ^o^ i love their photos! it turn out great :D

we got married - hyunjoong hwang bo cut

We Got married. this is the show that i am so crazy about recently. and this is the cut from my favourite couple. so glad there's someone upload it with english sub! God bless whoever that did this!

below is one of my favourite episode! find the rest on youtube! i love hyun joong and hwang bo! *wait, let me clarify. i didnt like him when i saw him on boys b4 flower, but he is different here! ^o^

i met aslan

...in my dream.

oh, do you guys know Aslan? he is the huge gentle lion who created Narnia land.

thought the setting is not narnia, i am glad that when i woke up, i remember my dream!

my dream began with my bro, my sis and i was somewhere, urm, he wasn't exactly my bro, a younger and shorter and i dont have any sister. you guys might as well think of the 3 siblings from the series of unfortunate events.wait. almost exactly. except that this is the asian version.

the whole story was... we somehow saw a man carried a body on his back, then a lawn, then the covered earth. but all that i saw was their half bottom. i had no memory of all bout their faces, even the corpse (well, it was dream... i somehow arrived at the conclusion that he carried a dead body and burried it at the garden in the day light time)

then the next scene i was chasing after my sis at a place that looks like a shopping centre, and while running passed by a big standing advertisement, there's a black figure standing there. (and somehow it means the killer was stalking us)

and the next scene i was pretending not knowing about his presence but dragged my sis and ran to the ladies and try to trick him with hiding in the cubical...

and the next scene i was running in the open field, urm more like the atrium of the shopping centre, or something like a big and wide entrance of a disney land, and there's alot of lions in few groups, looks like they are the performers or offering seat to the customers,

and i ran towards a huge lion which wears some dark blue -red- shinny rob, and in my dream he was Aslan, and i jumped unto him and then he flies off.

oh wait. Aslan in narnia doesnt fly, i know that.

but the huge and fluffy lion talks! and he saved me from the stalker!

and so that's the story of me meeting Aslan. i hoped he flied me off to narnia hahahahaha~

Rilakkuma 5th bday!

look at what i had found!

the Royalties version!

Traaa laaaaaa!!!

i saw an article online saying in their 5th birthday Rilakkuma launched the Royalties version. so this is one of the item in this series. there are 4 of them (if what's on the shelves were all of it) and in an instant i saw it, my instinct was to grab & buy all of it. all are supppperrr kyuutt!

ah...but reality hits back. my money on the pocket was -barely- enough for one box. so i chose this and left the rest :( ahh...in that moment, i think back the times when i used to -scold- friends who had impulse on buying things bcoz of its packaging. ah... now i know how it feels.

ps. the pretzel seriously didn't worth the price!

Pulau perhentian kecil

Dear blog and blog reader, this is finally my official entry for the amazing beach holiday I had at trengganu. This is my forth attempt to write about this trip. Because of its amazing journey I ended up writing some -3- long boring narratives that even I cant bother to read it again to check my grammar mistakes.

Music: OST boys before flower –ashiwoon maenmingeol – it’s addictive!

The trip was at the long beach, pulau perhentian kecil, trengganu. Malaysia. Total journey time by transnational bus from Singapore was exactly 12 hours and by KTM train was 14 hours.

It was a 3D 2N trip at BUBU resort, we bought a package including 3 meals+ tea time every day, and plus snorkeling trips. Total cost was RM 530 for me, and those depart from KL was RM 650 because they had resort van service picking them up from KL.

Transnational was surprisingly on time, and somehow I could manage to sleep during the trip so 12 hours didn’t felt that long.


18 june, we arrived around noon at the resort, had our nice lunch, then played at the beach in front of the resort. Around 6 we followed our resort tour guide to see sunset. We walked through jungle, and arrived at the other side of the island. The sunset was... orange coloured. Hahhaha, oh my… I had yet to reach the romatic feeling of seeing sunset. To me, it’s all the same. Sunset.


I had fun snapping some pictures thought. And climbing big rocky rocks.


We had BBQ dinner, which we didn’t need to grill the meat ourself.

And the highlight of the day… was star gazing.

Lately I had always think back of the days in my high school dormitory, where I would always out to star gazing after dinner. The sky was dark so the stars shine brightly.

Lord heard my prayer, and that night four of us, lay down at the sandy beach and counts how many falling stars we saw. I saw four I think. The view was amazing. The wind was really calm, that Ken mentioned ‘something is missing. I couldn’t hear any sea waves sound!’

I could have sleep there, seriously. The beach was rather non-commercialize, and in the middle it’s part there’s no resort, it was really dark. So we could lie down there, see the stars -a sea of stars- shining above us. Ah… I couldn’t understand the charm of sunset, but I definitely fall for the stars. Beautiful.


19 june. I dragged my feet and out from the room at 7.30. I catch the sunrise. It looks pretty. I walked till the other end of the beach. The water was amazingly calm, flat.

in my proud-spongebob tshirt - jaclyn - kaemin

Today’s highlight was the snorkeling session. That was my 1st time snorkeling. After a nice American breakfast, we went to 5 points snorkeling places. At our boat, beside 8 of us, there’s another 4 pretty guai mui.

At the first point we saw lots of colourful corals. And I got bitten by small black fish who seems to be angry because I was stepping at the rocks (or coral) so sorry!

I snorkeled a bit too far that when I looked around, everybody was already in the boat and I was rather panic and swam as fast as I could to reach the other end. So shy.

At the second point the boat driver show me baby shark. Wah… there’s really a small triangle shapes on top of the fish. I saw 2 of it.

At the third point we saw sea turtle. It was munching it’s lunch under our feet (another 3-5 meters below I guess) I saw 2 of it too.


At the forth point, because it was lunch time so there’s no other boat around. Felt like the ocean belongs to us! And we saw napoleon fishes! A whole gang of it! And the guai muis swam following the fishes for few rounds, tagging behind like a group of paparazzi.

At the last point (which was actually another corner of the forth point) was a shallow small white sandy beach! The water was crystal clear! We took a lot pictures there, and looking back, it almost looks like we were at a swimming pool. The water was amazing!



It was right at the noon, the sun was shining brightly above us, nobody minds. Teak chee tracked down and capture a sea cucumber and we made it our celebrity of the day. we finally had a chance to talk to the pretty ladies. It surprised me(us) that they are all 20 years old, and will be traveling for 7 weeks. 2 were from Ireland and the other 2 were from England. They are collage mate, having summer holiday, and will be going to Thailand, Vietnam and other south east asia country afterwards.

Then we went back to the resort, and 3 of us girls spend the day off sleeping under the tree at the beach.

After dinner we played some card games, and then later on I continue star gazing. That was one amazing sight that you can’t get in city life.

20 june. it was a sad one. Who wouldn’t want to stay longer at such paradise? Those heading back to KL depart in the morning, and we depart around 4. From the boat terminal we took another hour or 2 drive to KTM station at kota bahru.


There. I think that was the first time ever I was given a nasty stare from a granny for the way I dress. I mean, I am not the type that usually dresses up in skimpy clothes, but I was from the beach, so I wore… a normal hot pants and sleeveless which was OKAY for beach but disaster for a malay town. Everyone was staring. that was my fault for being ignorant.



KTM with bed wasn’t that bad. I slept well because I was tired, and it’s pretty clean actually.



21 june. Today’s highlight was… the amazing experience with KTM toilet. Mine was… exciting because I experienced something no one could buy with money.

Have you ever tried having your stomach upset by a ikan bilis bread early in the morning, praying hard so that you could hold it until you get to somewhere with a toilet?

Hereby I declare… KTM toilet was not bad at all. The design was very considerable and the most important part was, it was useful. It wasn’t pretty but I had all that I need at that critical moment.

And so Thanks God, I arrived home safely, full with memory of that turquoise color beach.

we got married

Lately I am crazy about this Korean reality show. Named ‘we got married’ which is a show where they pair up celebrity and gave them house and mission to accomplish as a married couple.

I watched this because candy –my office accountant- fall in love with F4 korean version and told me one of the leng chai is inside this reality show and she recommend me to watch this.

I can’t belief I got so crazy about it that I stayed up late at office to watch it. As late as 10.

There are 4 couples, all of them are either singer or actress or actor. Each of them have very different character and kinda represent certain type of people. The more I watch it the more I am convinced it’s not-that-reality- well… there must be some script guiding anyway.

But the fact that I enjoy it very much because all of them look so spontaneous and it’s funny. In normal drama you can always expect up and down, some part funny, some serious, some sad. But in this show, it’s always up. The things they had to do are all exciting that I ended up always wanting more.

The leng chai that I like is paired up with a lady 6 years older than him. This is in relation with the trend in society about… younger man and older wife. I started with feeling sorry for the guy but it turn out that the wife is a really fun and caring person.

But in the whole show, this youngest husband falls behind the rest. There’s one husband who is super duper romantic. He is always ready with tons of surprises and romantic events for the wife. (A rare species) The other one is kinda shy at the beginning but ended up opening himself to the wife after seeing how much effort she put in. The other one is a rapper, when you see him you would have thought he is an arrogant –self centered- kind of husband, but he turns out to be a reliable and romantic in his way too.

The leng chai I talked about in the show is really cold at the beginning. He is almost expressionless, and blunt. But funny in the way he replied to his wife. Things like… there’s one part the wife said, ‘if I get married later,’ (she was referring to the real life I guess) he suddenly said, ‘who else you want to get married to?’ then she realizes her mistake and said ‘I mean, in the next life… I want to get married to you again.’ Then he said, ‘but I had decided to reincarnate as lion in the next life. Then you had to be the female lion if you want to marry me again.’ Things that makes me…swt and laugh the same time.

Later on he is becoming much sweeter and more considerate. I like to see how they grow closer, and becoming similar in the way they do things. I think that’s the most important part as a couple. Growing together.

Ah~~~

finally i found you

Sunday afternoon with GSS (Great Singapore Sale)

Yay! Finally I had found the shoes I had been looking for. It is casual in brown color, yet neat enough to wear with jeans for something more formal. By the time I slipped in my foot, the sol felt so comfortable that I fell in love instantly.

Actually the style different from the plain type I had always worn. It’s much more decorated, but at least it’s not something bling-bling. And the contour and height is perfect. Sweet!

To make things sweeter, it’s attached with 20% discount. So… compare to the other pair that I like - which doesn’t come with sweetener – I bought it.

Thanks God! I hope the shoes and I will be a good partner!

A Pixar short film/cartoon starring Remy and Emile

I SIMPLY CANT RESIST TO POST IT AFTER I SAW IT ON A FRIEND'S BLOG! BRILLIANT! ^O^

when i was young (er)

a photo that is embarrassing yet at the same time nostalgic! this was during high school activity, some drama night. there were total 4 couples playing the same dialogue about granpa and granma at their house...discussing something, i cant remember.

what i remember was, i did it badly. and they pour powder into my hair. and those outfit aren't mine. and why the hell the grandpa have to wear like a haji?! =o= i didn't remember why...

but i did remember how i enjoy reciting the dialogue at the back of the class during bahasa-when the teacher first introduce the dialogue and asked us to read it ourselves. i sat at the last row at the class, and i remember playing expression on my face. probably that's what catch teacher's attention and he called me to play grandma role.

but. i didn't know it would lead to a drama night and i had to perform in front of everybody-the whole school, few days later.

and.

the guy refuse to practice with me. i really dont know why. probably he didn't want to be seen together with me sitting at the dining, whatever, but, i chased after him that time was simply because i didn't want to embarrass myself in front of everyone at the show. and i did :(

but after all, what's left is a memory, and i would die to play it again if there's such thing at the reunion next year ^^ hahaha - how i enjoy drama class!

*well, get me another partner of course! hahahaha!

twinkle twinkle little star

lol!! look at what i found!




and this!




HAHAHAHA~ i LOVE the cultural element of it!

baby sitting

for the last 2 days and today, little friend came to visit at the morning.

my boss's baby girl, that is. around 1 and a half year. because her babysitter was (and still) busy, so boss brought her at the office for half day (till before lunch) so 3 of us -boss, senior, and i- take turns to attend to her (if not..most of the time she will starts crying or nagging)

now i can sing barnie 'i love you, you love me, we are happy family~~~~' hahaha coz she loves that song, so my senior keep playing it from youtube, and at the sound of the 1st melody she starts shaking her head~




and when the screen turning black, she said 'no more'

there's also Old Mcdonals, doraemon, teletubies,

wahaaa~ hahahahhaa some funny mornings!

gem of life

currently im watching this TVB drama (over 80+ eps) im hooked! want to get the vcd ^^

anyway today (streaming at office) i was so shocked by this certain eps T___T the guy on the left is called Sunny. he is a best friend of Kalvin (the right) and recently close with Sylvia. sunny had always been the gentle and considerate guy and comforted Sylvia when she quarelled with Kalvin (Kalvin is the boss, and all of them work together)

then recently Sylvia and Kalvin are together (through they always quarell at the beginning) and it always shows Sunny's sad face. T____T huhu i feel sad too~ he is such a nice guy!

okay, the shocked part. Sunny decided to leave the office. Sylvia and Kalvin both worried, but agreed that because of their brotherhood, Sunny wont be able to be honest with Kalvin, so Sylvia go look for him.

T______________________T

i had NEVER guess that Sunny is jealous and sad BECAUSE -not because of sylvia but- Kalvin!

T______________________T

haizz! sad! such a -man- guy!

few days ago i met a someone who looks like my friend (or more likely, remind me of him)

im sure all of us had this kind of experience right?

well but mine was a little bit different- i think

because i think i met a -handsome-version-of my friend! hahahhahahaha

^^

baby- gym....?

everyday is a new (learning) day

yesterday i learned a new word (stuff)

'baby gym'

my boss said, 'the scale-down version of normal gym'

WEKs! that's new to me!

apparently baby gym target audience are kids (baby) as young as 1 year old.

coz i heard it from the conversation between my boss and our HK colleague lady. her son is one month younger than my boss's girl. 18 months and 17 months. already been to gym.

already been to gym!

*hahahha okay la, i made it sounds so weird, but actually it's like a playgroup thingy- wrapped in a new-flashy-name: baby GYM. lol...

*imagine baby doing weight lifting*