finally the electricity come back to life, thanks God
and about the previous post, i really had think TOO MUCH.
actually, she asked me out because she wanted to get sometime to think whether or not to accept his request of asking her to be his girlfriend.
we just had a talk, girlfriend night chat.
and i dug my own grave.
naturally i shared bits about Will. how my old views changed and why and told her not to hold on too tight at whatever she believes to be true because those ideas might not be the real truth, ect.
and i had a bad sunday, getting moody over the fact that i am not yet there. not over him yet.
and the dangerous part is,
'he' gets more perfect inside of my mind. as i retold some stories, my mind polished the memory of him and 'he' gets better and better.
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