hanging on a thin thread
cry randomly while blowing dry my hair. im not the type that cry often though.
really appreciate the presence of my tutor Tony. great teacher with patient to handle and to get me talking.
the other tutor Stephen, he is a great teacher too. all the while im listening to him interacting with the other girls im sure he is a very passionate and good teacher.
but he is just not treating me the same. cant be helped, he is not superman so im fine with it.
im really glad that tony is around. otherwise i would have been more miserable and felt alone.
im not even sure while my tears are running down. i hope i will feel better after this. all this weeks im not sad or happy but i cant manage a sincere smile and it had been ages since the last i laugh aloud.
i want to laugh aloud.
how silly is that. how silly is that.
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