the day before i was still fine and striving for my project
and yesterday i was all blank, cant manage to create a thing or do anything at all.
i dont know why, i cant understand and i am afraid.
there's still lots to do, and they dont seems to decrease in proportion
and i feel lost again about my design
i think i feel bad because i sense something is very wrong with my design, but i dont know which point or whether i have time to dwell on it, and then feel conflicted and ended up doing nothing.
how silly, how silly. how to sort this out
i just want to run away from it
yet i know each time i want to run away from something, it is exactly the thing i need to confront.
God, please give me some clue.
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