My perception

im convinced that it is better to be on my own than forcing myself being with people that made me feel my existence is something unwanted.

nobody's fault, just bad chemistry.

but still, i wonder how long more until i can meet you. not worrying, because we are predictably closer today that we were yesterday. but just cant help wondering.

until then, i will try to learn as much as possible from this special solitude period in UK. and to learn how precious and worthy myself is.