My perception

it's a cool windy morning, nice day =D

finally got my CAS letter, i can fly off to jkt next week. hope i will only need to stay maximum 5 days. gosh, jakarta is not a place where i want to stay for long.

dad and mom had been telling me they are no longer fit to taking care of the business.

now on top of that, one of our worker saying it out too.

'your dad and mom is no longer strong enough to go into so many details'

it is perplexing. i am pretty much a person whose existence must be supported with the knowledge that i have been useful and producing things. so i need to constantly doing something useful.

i feel guilty for going to further my study. yet i know i wont be contented if i am to stay behind now fully helping my parents. tension of the opposite.

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