My perception

as the night grows older, my mind passed the sleepiness, things come sharper into focus.

getting attached and seeing the coming separation is bitter sweet.

i surely take my time in everything. took sometime to get use to life here, took sometime to let go the ego of -i-can-handle-it-all-myself - partly from living on my own for past few years, took sometime to let go the pride of paying things myself from my hard-owned-money, took sometime to let go the pleasure of going anywhere-as-I-wish, took sometime to -basically- living for me myself and i only.

back home is entering another stage of life, which is to live not only for myself but also for my family. taking care of dad. taking care of the house. and also taking care of mom. and helping out the minor things for the business.

and also i surely take my time in finding friends. thank you all for inviting me along for movies and outing, really enjoyed the laughter and deeply appreciate everything.

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thinking about it, i am and will always be grateful that i am given chance to experience life in stages. learning bits by bits. given trial one by one. universe, thank you very much for everything. sometimes if i think bout how some other people, suddenly into marriage, motherhood, or experience grief of death at early age, and many other things, how pampered i am with my life!

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whenever dad lectures our youngest worker, i felt the slap too.

it's getting a little bit TOO comfortable here. i need to think how can i improve myself. totally hasn't been using my brain to design anything lately, nor even draw something up.

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dreamland calling.....wish ya all good days tomorrow!