My perception

i know that coming back to hometown is the trial of my patience and wittiness.

but i didn't expect an early blow, as early as last night.

unexpectedly, came from my cousin's gf. she fired up at me through fb msg lsat night, writing in an accusing way.

totally fed up and typed a whole 2 pages of reply for her, but the internet connection (the package is called 'speedy' ironic isn't it?) died and i had no choice but to off it and thought to send it in the morning.

the story is pretty simple, but she wrote in a bitchy way, so i got angry too because she accuse me being flabby mouth and as if i had told her story to the whole world, and bla bla bla, but i guess everything really happen for a reason.

like how speedy being 'speedy' that's why i have time to cool down and rethink the whole story from another perspective.

and perhaps last night they cool down too, and so today she gave me a positive reply and i guess we solve the misunderstanding.

now im preparing to go to great grandma (not my direct grandma) 100th bday.

that's not to be missed right? how many 100th bday party can you attend? *i have got one now! hehehhehehehhehehehehhehe*

my dear Lord, please, guide me tonight, hope that everybody can have fun and avoid unnecessary stupid talk or stuffs. especially the part scrutinizing and interrogating, phew~

*loading happy pictures and happiness images*

i think with her firing up at me... makes me think things from other view... like how impolite i felt they way she wrote...which actually very similar to the way i talk to my parents when im fell short on my patience...what a shame but i should admit it and i guess...universe send her to me as a reminder...how words when arranged in a bad way could hurt.

universe...thank you and i promise...to keep my head clear...and be more polite in everything.