when things happen for a reason, and that you realize there's a meaning behind it, stay awake.
i could attracts the money that i need, the parking lot that i need, the weather, but i had never ever thought about the kind of relationship my mom and i should be.
all i did was complaining, and remembering hurtful feelings she made me felt. and this morning i get another bad experience.
each time it happened i said to myself, im sick of this, i want to get out of this house. but look at where i am still.
but now each time i feel bad, instead of numbing myself with watching dramas or comic that pull me further from reality, i go to youtube and listen to self-heal-talks.
this video is a good one.
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