My perception

she endlessly keep saying that im no good, while on the other hand she has never given me either the support that i need.

but along the way i made generous people who had given me their encouragements, who told me that im good enough for whatever im doing. and also hearing friends' stories of how they too lack of encouragement from their parents yet they managed to see past through it.

so i really dont need her support anymore. whether she agrees or oppose to my work, it wont stop me from moving. because i had seen past the issue of 'you are my mother you should be the most supportive one'

when we can pull down those labels, how people should behave, the control freak within ourselves- i think our heart will be much lighter.