rant: if i could turn back the time?

think think think

if i could turn back the time, to which point would it be?

i had been wishing that power ever since...6? 7?

i used to wanted to turn it back to my earliest day i had in my memory. back to the 1st place i had known as home, where the new place seems hostile and i couldn't help but keep wishing i would wake up and found myself back at the 'right' place.

then it changed to another point.

high school crush (lol) and the common regret of not having enough courage to blurt out my heart content. i wonder what would had happened if we got together.

then it changed to another point.

'if only i had taken more consideration of the matters'

then after a while,

i started to think,

if i could really turn back everything, would i had learned the lessons i got from all those regret and memories?

i bet i wont. like some spoiled brat in comic, the one that always got their way, and thus- never learn. so now im not wishing for this power anymore. i wanted other power. mind controlling would be better XD XD XD hahahahhahha

mighty aslan said, 'no one could tell the story of -what-would-had-happened'

i hope i had been a little bit wiser today. and thank you for had been reading my rant