My perception

-heavy negative content warning-

this mood of mine that keep floating and sinking is really unpleasant.

on a sunny day, i would be happy and unwilling to think hard for my project

on a cloudy day, i would make reasons and again unwilling to think harder for my project.

nobody to talk to, nobody to listen to me whine.

but it's a pro and cons.

at least im not burdening someone to listen to my craps.

and internet has been addressing that loneliness through the media of blog.

so here's i will throw my craps.

i just went to the univ to recollect my big plastic folder which i had left in the classroom.

and went through some other folders that were left there by the classmates.

amazing stuffs, really thank you for the inspiration.

which back to my own work: what craps i had been doing??

amsterdam and italy trip coming this 21st.

crap. so many more things to do (and to be redo)

im afraid and im afraid and im afraid.

so i told myself: what are you doing now?!