My perception

rant

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simple little things that we done really shows up who we are.

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no wonder Buddha said to watch over and be conscious in every single things we do.

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Yesterday decided to cook a meal together with a friend because i still has a pack of instant rendang spices. she suggested to use my kitchen which is totally fine by me. after the groceries to get the meat she went back to her room and settle her laundry.

so i cooked the meat and cut the vegies i bought previously and cooked the rice and waited for her. and stir fry the vegies after the meat is more or less done.

at the end of the meal she told me she didn't has her wallet with her, but i decided to wave it off because she didn't eat much.

she washed her own plate and spoon and then leave to fetch her laundry.

didn't even bother with the pans, the table or even her glass.

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it's more like i had just hosted a dinner instead of doing it together.

is this what it means better to be on my own?

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that marked my 98th day in Birmingham. more or less, another 7 months to go.