Thank you for the group of friends that i had been hanging out with recently. well, i had been with them for the past year, but recently they created a group chat in Line, and somehow to me it feels more like a real group. it feels good to be a part of something. a sense of community. or unity.

but it doesn't necessary make me any closer personally to any of them.

but i will just enjoy this while it last. after all, we are all hitting the age of starting to settling down. who knows how much longer we can hang out like this.

so thank you!

it is surprising, to realize that i had been thinking,

'the client wont be able to pay that amount. dont scare them away. lower your price'

oh geeh. i m going to vibrate a new thought.

'of course they can pay it. it is a sensible amount! i totally deserve it =)'

otherwise, i wont be able to increase my income & my inner capacity.

btw, thank you universe for making me realize that and introducing me another new client =)

few days ago i saw him online on facebook. i was reading documents, but i thought...just let my facebook page on. and he pm-ed me.

we had a chat, like normal friend, catching up. the biggest difference between him and my other friends laid in one question,

'what your future plan?/ what's your plan now?'

especially with my local friends, we seemed to be only running around talking light hearted stuffs, nonsense joking, empty words.

it's really good that once in a while there's someone with whom you can share some meaningful talks.

and it is really good to know that my heart is quite now. no more longing or false hope.

let's just see where the wind will bring me to.

im thankful for the good working attitude from the workers that are currently repainting my home. they are neat and quite, and they arrive on time. and unlike most of the local construction workers who like to spend a long afternoon break, they are not.

im very thankful for this group of people, thank you.

and i had received the full payment from clients i mentioned before, without me needing to remind them about it. thank you very much!

without realizing it, it's already mid of may. holiday coming soon!

i kinda understand why the plan to go redang fails. politically unstable, it is best not to visit malaysia until they sorted out their political issue. i pray that everybody is safe and sound.

so thank you universe. thank you for your constant guidance and protection.

now i waiting to understand why do i also happen to have to go singapore on my own...

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on seperate story, i happened to look into my maid's room and i saw my comic book there. i didn't lend it to her, nor she has ever borrowed it from me.

it makes me uneasy, because i couldn't really keep track of my comic books by now. they are all inside a bookshelves, but recently we are doing a whole house repaint work so we took the books out to move the cabinet. and i saw her putting them back with an uneasy feeling.

i dont really fancy people touching or removing my stuffs. first, i prefer to do it by myself so that i know exactly what-is-where. secondly, i have to admit, i have a low level of trust for new young maid.

but she is a wonderful house keeper. super clean and super neat. but i just feel uneasy seeing her rearrange stuffs inside drawers and shelves at my bro's room. (did mom ask her to do that? i doubt so, because my mom is the type that cares nothing about the neatness of the stuffs inside a closed door) from the first day, i had told mom to tell her to leave my room alone. my mom goes like 'what? has anything gone missing already??' (=,=)

today, mom came asking me if i had seen her facial cream. she said she couldn't locate her nail clippers. she asked me to becareful.

seems like i tend to have stronger instinct.

hmnn.

it's a ffk game :( now everyone who initially said will travel together...cancelled.

ah, haiz.

am i mean to do this alone? roaming down sg road -once more, alone? universe, i wish to travel with a friend. or friends. travelling all by myself is not fun. i do not wish to do that anymore..............sigh.

bought my ticket! im ready for june!

lol, except accomodation in sg hehehehe. will soon figuring it out!

thanks God!