im thankful for the good working attitude from the workers that are currently repainting my home. they are neat and quite, and they arrive on time. and unlike most of the local construction workers who like to spend a long afternoon break, they are not.

im very thankful for this group of people, thank you.

and i had received the full payment from clients i mentioned before, without me needing to remind them about it. thank you very much!

without realizing it, it's already mid of may. holiday coming soon!

i kinda understand why the plan to go redang fails. politically unstable, it is best not to visit malaysia until they sorted out their political issue. i pray that everybody is safe and sound.

so thank you universe. thank you for your constant guidance and protection.

now i waiting to understand why do i also happen to have to go singapore on my own...

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on seperate story, i happened to look into my maid's room and i saw my comic book there. i didn't lend it to her, nor she has ever borrowed it from me.

it makes me uneasy, because i couldn't really keep track of my comic books by now. they are all inside a bookshelves, but recently we are doing a whole house repaint work so we took the books out to move the cabinet. and i saw her putting them back with an uneasy feeling.

i dont really fancy people touching or removing my stuffs. first, i prefer to do it by myself so that i know exactly what-is-where. secondly, i have to admit, i have a low level of trust for new young maid.

but she is a wonderful house keeper. super clean and super neat. but i just feel uneasy seeing her rearrange stuffs inside drawers and shelves at my bro's room. (did mom ask her to do that? i doubt so, because my mom is the type that cares nothing about the neatness of the stuffs inside a closed door) from the first day, i had told mom to tell her to leave my room alone. my mom goes like 'what? has anything gone missing already??' (=,=)

today, mom came asking me if i had seen her facial cream. she said she couldn't locate her nail clippers. she asked me to becareful.

seems like i tend to have stronger instinct.

hmnn.

it's a ffk game :( now everyone who initially said will travel together...cancelled.

ah, haiz.

am i mean to do this alone? roaming down sg road -once more, alone? universe, i wish to travel with a friend. or friends. travelling all by myself is not fun. i do not wish to do that anymore..............sigh.

bought my ticket! im ready for june!

lol, except accomodation in sg hehehehe. will soon figuring it out!

thanks God!

thank you, it come out alright =)

time flies.

end of april.

i want to say thank you for the good fortune that comes one after another, so that i am not too overwhelmed by work. im currently waiting for my two old clients to pay up the remaining sum.

thank you for allowing me to know as many as three souls with whom i can openly show them my ugly sides.

recently talking to one of them has helped me to get back on my feet when i slipped again thinking about some unnecessary pain.

yesterday i had the luxury of watching fishes swimming here and there inside a big beautiful aquarium. oh my...what a joy....their graceful body movement, some silly attitudes, interesting body patterns, all of them. it was indeed a luxury to be able to watch them without worrying about any other things.

so thank you.

few days ago i decided to do something about my guilt of not be a much help to dad and mom. so i go down to the office and decided to help tidying up the coins.

sometimes, customers pay using coins. sometimes it is had been sorted, sometimes it is all mixed. 100, 200, 500, 1000 coins all jumbled up. Indonesia has two types of 100, of 500 and of 1000. Banks require us to separate them before banking them in.

there's a simple guideline. which is for Rp 100 coin each pack must round up to Rp 50.000- Rp 200 must be Rp 100.000 and so on.

to my delight i managed to found few packages that didn't need much work on- i just need to combine them. some need extraction and combination to reach the specific amount. usually they are 50k, 30k, 20k, 10k ect.

and then i found one odd package, 52k. i was prepared to take out 2k when i found another package, 48k.

i was surprised and delighted. yay, skip all the tedious counting for extraction or addition! one more pack down!

i don't know why, but it felt meaningful.

those two odd packages, they aren't that odd after all. they just need the right partner.

and they added up into one perfect 100k pack.

 it might not be visible now, but im sure he is out there, that one person that it is as odd as i am.