Tuesday, February 15, 2011

happy valentine!

{ouch, rubbish bin!} the deep red flower stalls


happy valentine!

today the weather is awesome too!

i was out early to buy bread and milk, and enjoyed the blue sky very much!

spent my day at class to do sketch model.
my water-inspired-motor cycle XD or bike or whatever~

was surprise to find two classmates, a girl and a guy, was watching movie using the classroom projector (sounds very luxurious right.....our classroom has a mini lounge corner, with sofa and whiteboard that's used as projector screen) but they were watching some weird movie about bomber on valentine day

i feel bad! as if im interrupting a -date T___T so sorry! (the classroom tables are huge and that's all that i want when im model making)

but again, they doesn't seem to be dating, so i think it must be a *in progress or *ijustthinktoomuch.

it happens that the guy was out for a while so i said hi to the girl and apologize, she just said 'the class was empty anyway' ^^" it's the first time talking to her so i dont feel it's appropriate to joke 'are you guys dating?'

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met olga- the pretty, gorgeous-blue eyed-blonde-tall and really friendly girl in my group and chatted for a while. she then said a friend whom she suppose to pass this too couldn't meet her up so she gave it to me instead, "no matter what, you must light it up today"

LOLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!

olga, im so sorry didn't light it up today (even there's still 35mins to go) bcoz the instruction said must be done at open area (i dont think our apartment's courtyard is an open area...since it's surrounded in four sides with rooms) and what if it got stuck somewhere at the building and light up!) (alright..im making excuse...it's simply bcoz i couldn't think of anyone to accompany me to light this up.....)

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a little bit sad actually, bcoz a friend drop our plan to go prague. well, she has her reasons. and the annoying thing about having indonesian passport is that i need to get a visa, and czech embassy is using phone booking system that is fucking expensive (even my mobile doesnt provide service to that number) and so i went to public phone line, and my money keep running out and right when the long-long-long introduction begin 'will start taking your particulars' i run out of coins. that stupid call cost 3.70 pound. more that one plate of pretty fish and chips that's only 2.50

on the other side, it was amazing that it suddenly rain when i was inside the phone box, yet it stop when i decided to walk back home.

and glad i didn't have enough coins at that time because we eventually drop the plan.

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but Universe is good, and im very thankful for all your cares.

know what? i suddenly think that i need to please myself, and i hadn't been exercising for these few past months. a friend mentioned bout the gym nearby, so i check it out online.

they are offering membership without initial 20 pounds-fee!!!!!!!!!!! so it's just 15.99 per month, without contract, and the gym is on 24 hours!

i can go there immediately tomorrow morning to exercise!!!!!!!!!

so glad!! Universe thanks!!!! i really need to work this body out =D with the weather warming out, it's less awful to wake up early and go out =D

*cant wait to go exercise tomorrow morning! =D thank God!

Monday, February 14, 2011

the bird of paradise

im watching PLANET EARTH by BBC

borrowed it from the library.

what an interesting entertainment!

God bless all the filming crew, such a great, wonderful production.

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one thing that suddenly strikes me though, is that all the males animals needs to put so much effort into attracting females during the breeding season. the funniest one is by the bird of paradise from new guinea (LOL to the name ^_____________^) check out his fabulous

*the first part while he was alone actually it's after he cleans the 'dance area'! he really did pick up some small branches and throw them away!!!!

the narrator on actual video said, 'it's hard to feel deflected when even your best is not good enough'

LOL POOR BIRD! hahahaha~





Thursday, February 10, 2011

i wish i could be transported to this place now! =) how refreshing!

Monday, February 7, 2011

i survived the karaoke session XD

the dinner was awesome and i enjoy myself.

thanks God for the chance to make amend with karaoke

and thank you for sending good people to help me confront this silly fear of mine

i didn't sing alot but i actually am looking forward for next session, if there is any. that's a good improvement.

special thanks to a tigress friend of mine, for the reminder. she told me a simple sentence,

"-it's not my forte but at least i try my best"

and so, i hold onto this sentence and try my best. and keeping the good faith in other people.

it's no longer " i dont belong here" or "i just want to leave" but i feel much more in peace and just listen to them singing.

next time i will do my homework and prepare some songs too =)

thank you universe!

Sunday, February 6, 2011

my rabbit-like quality

i always think that my most-rabbit-like-quality is my tendency to hop away when i smell trouble.

sensed trouble, that's it.

who doesn't crave for a problem free life?

but the truth is, problems are our growth ingredients. maybe just like nutrients to a plant?

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why am i suddenly talking about this, let me be honest with you.

i got an invitation to karaoke session to celebrate a friend's birthday.

i am afraid of karaoke okay? totally.

why is karaoke a problem for me?

some bad memories associated with it and the fact that i dont follow up new pop songs and i favour over old songs or some random ambient songs.

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but...i want to learn to face all small little challenge that come, and maybe learn to be like tiger instead of following my rabbit instinct.

and i promise myself to have good faith, ,to keep having good faith in other people.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

happy chinese new year!


happy chinese new year! i have a feeling it is gonna be a great year!

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

ang mo's food - strawberry rice





curiosity.

it's a dairy product, very much like yoghurt but with small pieces of rice in a strawberry yoghurt flavour.

i ate cold, taking it as yoghurt.

to be fair, it is pretty nice actually

but my stomach rebelled shortly after i finished it. maybe unconsciously im rejecting it ^^"

hahaha....ang mo's food.