should i or shouldn't i

saw this shoes~ not an instant love, but it certainly stood out among the rest, and as sale season coming close with the end of year, im thinking whether should i or should i not buy this....

GBP 55 discounted to GBP 45....

xydra mentioned to check online, might get it cheaper....and it is! hush puppies online sell it for 41.49 (including the postal fees) and after today confirming my size at the shop....i decided it is a good buy since it is leather and i could use it for work....

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weird thing, the hush puppies website is not letting me to make my purchase!

they said my postal code is not valid and didnt let me process it

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not fated?

birmingham 23 dec 2010

they said, Christmas is wonderful because of the sales.

23rd of December. decided to go out and do a little shopping early, but woke up late ^^"

still, it surprise me that the shop are quite...empty...even it's around 12 midday. has everybody done with their xmas shopping? or probably everybody busy patronizing the high end boutiques for xmas sale ^^

bought a winter thick turtle neck,

got this last week with discount ^^ going to save it until summer come!

the good thing about countries with seasons... they give discount for clothing past season~ some aren't worth buy because of the distinctive design (by next year, it would have been 'so last year') but these standard design are so worth to buy (without considering to convert it to rupiah okay)

got three pretty dress~ use to think these are for girls to wear when they go out with their boyfriend on a date, but heck, i think girls must dress up for themselves and not for others.

and the last two.....gyaa~ made in indonesia ^^"

this city is a pretty flat ground. the blue winter sky has a very soft baby blue colour to it

lovely afternoon, the cool air taste good.

my dinner turns out looking lovely hehehe... it is the carrot-tomato-potato-pork ribs soup from yesterday, and i add noodle plus fried egg with lots of spring onion =D

hate it

i hate the feeling that you come making conversation with me just because you want to probe and get information.

i hate that you keep checking on my work progress, i really hate that same feeling washing over me again.

i hate my old college classmates, those back stabber bitches who blamed me for existing and blocking their way to get 'A' wtf. and outcast me and leaving me for almost 2 years blaming myself, why couldn't i mix around well with them, there must be something wrong with me.

i hate how the bitches keep checking on my work progress, and probing for information, yet never share anything they know

i hate how you, exactly like them, consistently answering 'i dont know' or ' i haven't do anything' or 'i dont know what to do' every single time. probably it is my fault to ask anyway.

wtf

and im sure because im focusing in there, it is getting thicker and that's all i get from the so call 'friends' here.

alone i better be.

*emo*

Birmingham's 100th day

it is still feels...surreal....im spending xmas in winter wonderland.

white and greyish landscape

the snow is piling up~ stepping into the snow really make all these seems more surreal. im stepping into snow!!!

they feels kinda like walking in the sand, tiring actually. now it is dry, so it is still alright. when it melts...i cant begin to imagine how slippery it would be.

initially wanted to mark the 100th day with nice meal, but this one is pretty fun too. doesnt look attractive, next time gonna get more ingredients to put in =) noodle soaked in eggs, no rules in ingredients, just cook it in small fire and slowly, until it bcome crispy =)

December's magic, 18th dec

heavy snowing day~ it is still feels surreal whenever i see it snows and realize im in UK.

my recent purchase: coin holder

the most random thing i had ever wanted and really bought it : coins collector. cant resist it when i saw it at WHS bookstore. at first i noticed the stamps book that i had been wanting to buy (but had never seen it at indonesia malaysia singapore) and when i saw this, it totally feels right to buy. (and i ignored the stamps book ^^")

doesnt come cheap, this simple plastic holder. GBP 5,59 but feel totally rewarded when i started to fill in my UK coins =)

hope will have the fortune to travel to countries around europe and collects more coins =)

dont you think with modernization, you can easily get the same thing available everywhere? but the one thing that's very very very special to a country beside its flag is it's coins =D

german xmas market

Birmingham - Victoria Square

see see the ketchup container?! hahahaha...love it! and the booth, totally love all the details.

november 26th. sunny -3 celcius, lunch at the german market. tried this salami pretzel, looks so good yet...the pretzel is hard and cold.

wonder why at first. but as i munch it sitting at the side of the water feature, i realize it is very simple: no warm food can keep warm in weather like this!

therefore it is cold at the first place to not make you disappointed-i think ^^"