The fall from the roller blade

I had always belief that there are meanings behind every single thing that we encounter in our life. One might look bad at the moment, but it might look better as time passed by, and vise versa.

From the fall, well,

first of all I learn the danger of roller blade. Hahahha

Secondly, I learned that you suppose to use your hand to support your fall, and never to let your butt take it directly no matter how thickly ‘cushioned’ your butt is.

Thirdly, I learned that tailbone is the one that is working to support our body weight when we sit down or lay backward. So that’s why injuring it made you can’t sit. Or sport like cycling could injure your tailbone.

Fourthly, I get to know where to find Chinese physician centre. There’s one nearby my house. And the lady named Li Bing could massage real hard. She made me almost cried. And some aunties at the clinic asked her,’ Bing, are u massaging or delivering babies?!’

Fifth, oh, this should be anywhere above. I am glad that I work out some savings. Other than cares from other human being, the next thing that I needed the most during that time –and glad that I had it- is money. Dammit, beside my tailbone, it hurts my wallet too!

Sixth, I get to know that my office chair is a cheap one without ergonomic support. The injured tailbone tells everything.

Seventh, this is one that I had never or would never think of before. I give thanks to God for the good weather, or when the bus arrives early, or when I arrived home safely, or when I look into the mirror and see no pimples in my face, or for my foods.

I bet none of you will guess rightly.

Now every morning when I go out from the house, when I bend down to pick my shoes and wear the strips, I thank God, for I am able to wear my shoes again without pain.

You know, when I just injured my back, it hurts even with a slight bend, forward or backward. So it was really hard to wear or undress – especially long pants, or sweeping the floor or even to brush teeth – I ended up making my shirt wet for few days–, coz it hurts to bend forward. It made me feel miserable too.

And my daily shoe is one with sticking strips. Er, hope you know what I mean. So earlier, I need to flip my leg upward really carefully just to wear my shoe.

It recovers fast, and day by day the pain reduces and I can bend my body further. Upon realizing this, I feel…enlighten. ‘Hey, I found one more thing to be grateful for everyday.’

And eighth, probably, I grew wiser slightly. Hopefully a more thoughtful person I had become. Now I feel for the elderly more. Or those handicapped people. What I thought as ‘simple act’ might not be equally simple to them. I mean, of course it had always been that way. Just that I didn’t see or feel it that much previously.

This is also definitely something that wont come to my understanding had I not been in the pain myself.

Ninth, the next time doctor gave me pain killer; I should reject it or ask for smaller portion. The pain is a direct complain from body telling me, ‘hey don’t do this, I cant take it’ so I know how far can I bend today, or how fast can I walk now, or else if I had keep taking the painkiller, I am sure I would be triple careless and it would had taken longer time to heal right?

Well, thank you universe for everything. Hope I will get to discover more of it in the near future. And please, continue to make me a stronger and wiser person.

OMG OMG OMG,

Dear Lord, thank you so much for everything! for arranging every single details today.

from the fact that there's not much work for today,

and my admin-accountant, miss Candy happen to be free and came in early in the morning (which she had never did before) thus she helped me prepare testimonial and other papers,

and boss who is not -dissappearing- to any meeting today, very unusuall actually. (and the fact that he is taking leave the next two days) that he can sign the document for me,

and my senior who above everything else, mentioned the birth cert thingy - the one that i missed out.

and boss who mentioned that i will need testimonial - which i missed out too

and dad who helped me to fax the birth cert over and go to find officer to translate the document (well, it turns out that the black-out at my hometown is so terrible that the officer said their office has no electricity so he cant translate it) but nevermind,

i arrived just nice, at 4.30, get my waiting ticket, and was litterally shaking and having headache because i was nervous,

then i saw this little cute baby, walking around and winking to other guy who is waiting for his turn. ah, thanks cutie, u relieved my headache.

and my queue no 4400 is called to the counter 22. twenty two my best number.

and many thanks to the lady office, the nice indian lady, miss Mana. she just check my document, tick tick tick, then mentioned, i need to write this and that, then afterwards tell me, since i cant produce the original birth cert, it's okay. i just need to declare the reason -then give me a paper and spell out to me how to write it-

then say, the next call will be within 3 months, i will receive a letter which will indicate more documents required, so should it stated there that i need to produce the original, then only by then i need to show the original.

which means,

THANKS UNIVERSE! IM THE LUCKIEST PERSON ALIVE!

all my worries are solved :) and now i got plenty of time to figure out...how to have the cert with me. or maybe just wait, who knows they dont required to see?

once again, thank you so much universe for arranging everything for me today!!!

i am kinda nervous now,

yesterday while checking on things required for applying singapore PR,

then only i came to realize,

the submission (the 1st submission) for documents is only by appointment.

!!!

then thanks God for today's convenience - internet - singapore had this thing called - e. appointment - whereby i click click click on internet to check when is the available time slot.

when i flipped through the calender, it is FULLY booked up till dec! *i didnt flip further*

except for the next day, 30 sept. which is today.

and how sotong i had been, having the 'required documents list' all this time, but i donno why!

i overlook one point. birth cert. OMG. luckily my senior asked, 'have you translated your birth cert? then i was like, 'why need birth cert?' then felt dumbfolded when i read again the list, and yes, there it is. THAT JUST SO WEIRD. i see, i read, but the meaning escape.

and my birth cert is thousand miles away now.

thanks dad for all the trouble of finding people to translate it. hope it will goes well *______*

*_____* God, please help me to get through all this.

i thought of this yesterday,

since there's exist in this world person who can bring out the worst of me,

means there exist people who can bring out the BEST in me.

:) :) :) :) :)

oh, of course i had met some of them, my best friends who are now all over the places, thousand miles apart~

have faith! good things will come around!

and for now, i am waiting for boss's instruction of -what-to-do-next- huayeemm~

Yahoo news: Australian town in 'world-first' bottled water ban

this morning when i check yahoo website, i couldn't had been happier.

this town surely made what i had been wishing for come true.

i mean, look! it is possible!! finally somebody (lots people) put it into action.

hope there will be more and more and more this type of movement! and God bless all of them!

Australian town in 'world-first' bottled water ban

Dorami journal~

i brought dorami for outing 2 weeks ago! *err ya 2 weeks ago* hehehehe~

考试以后

昨天我通过了汉语考试。可以说我没考得很好。所有题目根本就比我学的课本难很多。

为了昨天考试，我两个晚上一直努力的复习课文。再来一次感受到做学生的生活。学习的快乐。

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wait...this is getting tiring ^^; let me write the rest in english hehehe otherwise...maybe it would take another day to finish this post ^^;

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well, so i did burn 2-nights midnight oil for the sake of this test. er...including all the regrets and self blaming, 'why did you still spent the previous 3 night indulging in full metal alchemist anime while you should had revise your mandarin text books!'

nevertheless, it is really a joy when i can read more and more words, when i think of certain song lyrics and thought of, 'eh, how was that, that song, ---and flipping through my dictionary, i found it.

and feeling nervous plus sleepy few hours before the test. and the surprise because the test itself has nothing in whatsoever related material to those in the text book given. oh wtf.

all the 问题 are somewhat in another deeper level, and i couldn't help but playing guest-and elimination for most of it =o= =o= =o= ahhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~

with this test, i ended my tuition package. i decided not to continue because the teacher is a terrible one. it was a good teacher until she took pregnancy leave and they changed with this new teacher.

oh, dont get me started.

i think, i met my -born-natural-enemy.

whatever that means.

it must be in the blood or in character, that she somehow amazingly activate ALL of my negative cells in the brain, my rebellious sense, and ALL the -bloody swearing words-

she is a terrible teacher, who only give as much as i can read in the text book and not willing to give more out of it. i always feel the most interesting part of learning 汉语 is that when u -change-change- abit of one word, you get another word with another pinyin and another meaning. -change-change- some part and you get another new word. though sometimes it is LOTS of jumping topic, it is fun!

and she was uberly unwilling to give that. even after i tried to ask, she just brush it of or giving me the face that 'this is not in the topic -the text of the day-'

and the most irritating part is, she speaks to me from another plane.

i know my knowledge in mandarin now is equall to those primary school kids. but that doesnt give her the right of treating me like...what the hell, with those eyes looking downward and sticking in, and all the time talking to us in english, hell, i know you have brilliant english madam!

the previous teacher, no matter how, will always try to explain things in mandarin. and little bit of english. and i trully appreciate that.

you know i cant help but feeling terrible everytime after the class and starts swearing all the way back to home, and wonder why this woman can made me think of all those evil stuffs.

natural -born- enemy, that's it.

and even yesterday, the very end part. she was mocking me. in those small soft laugh. i was super sleepy after the test, and upon finishing, i just hand it in at the counter. and the counter girl only said that after the teacher correct it then they will prepare the certificate and will give me a call. then she ignore me. i was assuming the teacher will immediately correct it so i waited. almost half an hour. then that-teacher- came out from the classroom and ask, eh, why are you still here. then i said, i was waiting for you to correct the paper. because before the test she told me (in mandarin) that after i finished, i just hand it to her and she will check it for me. so i assume it was immediate correction.

then she laugh, in a soft but- i feel extremely terrible- it was really a mocking laugh.

she said, 'aiyaahhh, u should have ask them mahhhhhhhhhh hahaha~you had waited so long hahaha' (them, those at the counter. thanks for being super-not-helpful)

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well, with this post, i should seal all my negativity towards that bitch. and i should promise myself to never ever again think of how terrible she is, or to replay those evil scenes in my head, or swindling those negative emotions in my heart, for all i get from getting in contact with her are lots of negative- poisonous emotions and nothing more.

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i wish that in the future, should i ever meet this type of -person- again, DEAR LORD, let them be some -unimportant person- in my life. it's okay to meet this type of person again, but let them play -only- small minor role in my life. and i pray that upon meeting them, You will teach me how to handle them and the negativity that will flow in.

A.M.I.N!